Its time !

Strange how people tend to have others to help them... and it makes them feel better feel at ease...

not with me....

When others help me i feel hurt... even if it was family... others are counting their study years so they finish studying.. but i count my days because i want to stand alone on my own... i feel i am in a cage.. cant follow my ambitions... always under the wing of my family... i am the youngest true... but the way they treat me... i feel i am helpless on my own...

but i made up my mind... time is up... i cant take it anymore if i stay a single day in this state... i will go crazy !

starting next sunday... i am standing up on my own... and its final =^) ....