Thursday, October 8, 2009

I am Sorry !

when a person have a very long dream and suddenly he get shocked in his life. I lived a very frightning nightmare came after a very nice dream.

people , i finally know my way and its not towards you. its the other way around. i gave you too much of myself and no one cared about me. i give and dnt take.

ps . now its time to take before giving.

friends , sorry for killing your fun moments and losing some working time. thanks for trying to make me happy when im depressed . thanks for showing me the right way in life.

ps . its time to work and prove our selves.

family , im sorry i got away in my studies and work . im sorry for not being there when you need me . i made alot of wrong choices but what i know u r the only ones i can get back to.

ps . its time to get beck to you as i was once before.

me , im sorry for my self i lost the way of "Saif" the person who had big dreams and got destroyed and altered thanks to some people. i will be back as you saif and i will finish my dreams to become someone who will be remebered for the rest of time. i will create something new. i will be someone new. no more false dreams.

ps . cant say a thing about how i feel.


PS. To ALL:
we all have one life. Lets Make it worth living.

3 comments:

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thbyani said...

saif,

"a nightmare came after a nice dream" >> so there is a balance here in ur life
i feel, its impossible 2 have only nightmare OR only nice dream.. lazm balance between them
so we feel by the life & it's process.

saif, emmm i don't know
it is how u think and maybe how others think, but from my perspective
i feel that >> How can i explain my feeling??? will write in Arabic

اوكيه, عقولتك انك تعطي العرب على حسآب عمرك
احس حلو انه الوآحد يوم عنده القدره على مسآعدة الغير مآ يتردد ابدن ( خص انه المسآعده من صفآتنآ نحن المسلمين ووصآنآ رسولنآ ودينآ بهالشي )
انته لا اتطآلعه من منظور انك تعطي العرب على الفآضي ( لانك تتريى شي من عندهم ) ليش..؟
خذه من منظور انك اتسوي هالشي للأجر ,, خذه من منظور انك تبآ اتسآعد بدون مقآبل
بس في نفس الوقت ,, تعطي عمرك مثل مآ تعطي غيرك ( ولنفسك عليك حقآ >> اذكرت عرب الله يذكرهم بالخير )
وآزن في عطآءك واذآ كآن في مجآل اتسآعد لا ترد

this is how i feel and maybe i didn't get ur point exactly, i don't know..!!
laaa wait I get it and i understood BUT emmm, not lazm a8ool 5la9 i already wrote and i don't want 2 delete LoooL =D

هيه صح, امم تقريبآ شرآتيه ,, والله خآطريه احط بصمه عنيفه في حيآتيه
وان شاء الله ربيه يحقق حلم كـــــــــــــل انسآن
وانا اقرى يوم تعتذر لعمرك اذكرت اشيآء واشخآص وو امممم

بالتوفيق =)

PS. to saif: SORRY 4 writing too much god with u while u r reading =)

Unknown said...

thanks bro 3al comment it was moshaj3ah :^D

About the nightmares and nice dreams each one is a transition to the other one so after each one we should expect the other one coming :D

i read it all twice and ma maleet xD it was very good wallah :D

see ya bro