it has been forever since i wrote here lol,
alot happened in my life big stuff small stuff, was lost sometime found myself and then lost again , was fun expiriance b9ra7a xD
anyhow talk about me shwai , " My blog i write what ever i want >.>' " ,
lets start in the near past lol , i was goin to the gym lifting weights and stuff had it really goin the right way :D leen i felt pain on my back :S was too much .. ana el sha6er glt 39bah :p keefee a3alj 3mri xD
el mohem it was worse kan eltihab fel '6ahar w9al lel 3a'6m and needs 3amalya , i was like hooray 3amalya xD ma a3arf sho el salfa any ways the pain got worse le darajat anah i cant sit or sleep on my back and a5ar ayam i kept waking up in the middle of the night because kent atjalab on my back ( Waking up on pain is the worst way to wake up >.>)
anyways, srt el hospital galo le lazm 3amalya ow 5arabee6 ow el doc gali the voltaren mal el a39ab zaad el eltihab ana dweera 9afra fog rasi lol gal le seer twam now, srt twam.
yatni doc ma t3arf ras ha men ryoolha >.> i was in extream pain , galat lee ok go home 5 days ow t3al bansawee lek el 3amalya ... 5 days of pain like hell .... el mafroo'6 tsaweeha awal ma aw9al mstashfa bas she was trainee ma t3arf 5alatnee at3athab >.>
el mohem mahzalat twam ... the day of the 3amalya srt surgical clinic 3shan ad5al , bkel wa8a7a el doc ygooli 3ndi mar'6a wayed ow ho ma 3nda 7d , gali seer el ER ana bakalemhom hnak -.- i was like lo 3ndi sla7 walla ma t3eesh ... mgafel m5i >.> "
6ab3an el sbab le karaht el ma9rya el surgeon bsbtah anah el 3amalya was urgent ma tet2ajal ow 5alatnee 5 days at3athab 3al fa'6i >.>
srt el ER ow a7bab el sha3b hnak no idea ana la gader ayls wala awgaf pain was killing me >.>' ( bs bdwi rasi yabs agool lhom ma feenee shai xD ) , kanat wyana we7da men el edarah, ana gayel lha hayeech el doc el ma9rya ma aba ashoofha ow la tshoofni 5aleeha b3eeeed hati lee ay 7ad thani >.>
yabo le surgent mwa6n ma ga9ar maskeen lakn el ma9rya 3fdat n9 el surgery ana olt lak ow madri sho ana msh mjam3 mskat mshra6 ow bdat cutting ow sawat el surgery ( exactly like the pic above >.>) leen al7een ma tkalamt treated me as faar e5tbar mneeh ow el darb mskat el skeen and started cutting >.> 6ab3an el 3amalya banj maw'63i 3ala golat hom ma3 ani kent a7s bkel shai halwast men el alam tameet a'67ak fn9 el 3amalya tgooli el doc think about ur happy place ana i was thinking in anywhere where i can cut her head off >.> awal marra fe 7yati aw9al le daraja ani artjf ow a3rag ow a'67ak ow ahalwes in the same time men el pain .
bs mshat el 7mdlelah 6ab3an el mafroo'6 esboo3 ba3d el 3amalya ma a6la3 ow la at7arak ... 7abib el sha3b thalth yoom sayer 9na3yat hili ayeeb kanadeer men el 5ya6 ow ashtri games :p 9a7 pain shwai bs 5ala9 t3awadt xD
anyways the surgery nj7at el 7mdlelah ma3 el a56a2 el 3ajeeba le sawooha >.>' ga9een fel mkan el '3ala6 + ga9een zyada
ow el 7mdlelah now im fine and waiting for my other surgery le baftak men hal 3lah for ever ensha2 allah bs raa7 3alayah el 9eefee T.T ow bat2a5ar course kamel T.T .... allah kareem ow bay3aw'6ni en sha2 allah :D